Never Again

as the daylight dims
the dawning begins
another one to fall
i begin again
i know the day
when time runs together
shades of gray return
i feel again
the clouds shade the words
dreams blare aloud
eyes burn with tears
i drown again
walking in September
i left another place
clawing at the surface of the waves
circling and grasping
the truth finds me
moving against the darkness
never again